Gem Tshomo 12 sci
A Bird Without a Wings
Hello!My name is Gem Tshomo, a tapestry woven from various experiences,dreams and values. 2nd august 2005 was the day which brought happiness to my small family as I was born.I only stand 167 cm tall with dark complexion. For me to consider myself a beautiful on the outside you must know my inner beauty that lies within me. As per my inner beauty,I am victim of abuse relation and i grew up without fathers figure. I always known whom my real father was but i think i would have less pain rather i he was unknown. we are almost identical based on our looks. i always envy to those who got to feel fathers love. unlike others, i am my uncles princess . i hurts like a hell whenever i see a father holding their daughters hand and finding out myself drowned in imagination. i spent my whole 18 years wondering "why don't i have a fathers when others do?" i need his support, time and advice like others. moreover, i need his love and i don't know why i'm still hoping him to comeback even though its too late. i believe being raised out of the city made me appreciate even more. i started attending school at Dawakha Lower Secondary School with long term goal of being independent. i have completed my class eight from there and was transferred to wanakha central school were my fate has been changed.
my trust for man has been broken into pieces and pieces when i knew that the word called father was vanished my dictionary. But my uncle and my grandpa never fail to taught me the lesson"there is no bad person as such, it just a bad day" and they always try their best to fulfill my needs and sacrificing their happiness for me. I have been always close to them. Everything was going well until i reached class 9 and my family was cured with many bad lucks. My grandpa was never ill and seeing him become weak was shocking. when my grandpa passed away i was shocked and i couldn't believe that he had actually died.This was the first time someone close to me has passed away. i knew he was ill but i just assumed that this day would never come. as the news of my grandpas dead sank in, i felt a wave of sadness wash over me. it was like something was missing. one of the hardest thing about losing someone close to us is we often find our self holding hope that somehow they will return. but that's not the case they were gone meas forever gone. The anger,regret,tears and sadness has became an ocean when i reached class 10. i still couldn't believe the fact that he is no more with us. My entire family was worried about me and told me several times to change my school to start a fresh journey without him. And that's when i applied for wangbama central school. i am new person with new beginning but grandpa in heaven i really miss you more than the word could say.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART !
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